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new DIET

Sun, 29 Mar 2009 01:13:34 GMT

No, i'm not starving (completely) this time. I'm only going to eat 3 times a day and just something the size of my fist.
I want to keep my metabolism going and i don't want to faint from long fast. I'm here to show girls that YOU DON'T HAVE TO FEEL BAD BECAUSE YOU ATE SOMETHING LITTLE. I'VE BEEN THERE AND I'M SLOWLY GETTING OUT. i can be skinny and loose alot of weight with this diet, because i've done this diet before.

New Diet:

Only water & antioxidant teas
3 meals a day (fist size)
and i'm veggie so of course no meat
and ONLY VEGGIES and some fruits.

new picture:

Fri, 09 May 2008 23:31:28 GMT

about 103lbs.

for some reason it makes me sad, but i'm doing great. it just hit me last night while i was watching "Sharing the Secret" the movie about bulimia, that i don't see the ending of this very soon, and that i can't get out of this by myself, and that i hate myself so much.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thu, 27 Mar 2008 23:39:08 GMT

i've never felt as fat as i feel now.

i started crying when i was infront of the mirror.
i hate me.
i hate my legs, my tummy,
i just hate everything about me

i'm seriously on a fast starting today.
school starts on monday and i can't go there looking like thiss.

i'm a fucken cow.

Liquid Fast?

Wed, 27 Feb 2008 01:05:37 GMT

I've heard about the liquid fast, but i'm not quite sure what i can or can't drink.

I haven't drank soda in like 6 months and i'm not planning of it.
also, i don't want to drink anything with many cals.

anyone know what drinks are good that won't make you fat??

Day 3:

Sat, 12 Jan 2008 23:43:34 GMT

So far sooo great!
i am 104lbs today.
i haven't eaten anythin.
i'm going to starbucks today with my boyfriend though
i'm going to get tea and not fucken
300cals a cup! that is torture to drink.
alright,
well pics of today:

2 more days, and i will be around 97!!!
yay.

Day 2 pictures:

Sat, 12 Jan 2008 23:41:00 GMT

106lbs looks like thisss:

DAY 2:

Sat, 12 Jan 2008 04:02:22 GMT

I did good. only like 90 something calories!
Well, i lost 3lbs yesterday, that too makes me really happy.
But I am seriously killing myself, i do 400-800 crunches and 250 pushups.
I am seriously getting really tired of it, but only 2 more days and i'll be 97-100lbs.
Then i got back to school to look perfectly thiiin!

Right now i am currently: 106lbs
I started as 109lbs(yesterday)
I am going for 95lbs.
I will do it! I can do it!

I need:

Sat, 12 Jan 2008 03:39:14 GMT

Thinspiration!
like right now!
please!

This is such a good episode of Degrassi!

Thu, 10 Jan 2008 23:00:16 GMT

another question:

Tue, 18 Dec 2007 03:02:28 GMT

what is a good workout you guys do to burn alot of cals.
it's night here and i can't go out to run.
and i don't have a threadmill.
anyone???
please. i have like 10 spoons of peanut butter and its like 1000 cals!!!!

alright<3

Wed, 05 Dec 2007 04:33:32 GMT

i'm going to bed.
i'm pretty disappointed, because i ate a shit load, but i purged, but i know i won't lose that much.
anyway.
wish me good luck for tomorrow(i'm fasting)
goodnight yall.
beautiful dreams<3
think thin<3333
yall are beautiful

tomorrow:

Mon, 03 Dec 2007 05:20:42 GMT

no eating more than 100 cals.
i know i will, i'll make sure :]

Wed, 28 Nov 2007 04:32:19 GMT

i want to be skinny!
i'm 102lbs!!!
ewwww. i know.
i used to be 96lbs my lowest
i'm 5'3 1/2.
i want to be skinnier, it's so addicting. does anyone know how to lose weight faster other than just fasting?
i know fasting is fast and bla bla bla, just i've done it for long, and i just want to lose weight like over night. not possible just i'm desperate to lose more weight faster.

help

Thu, 15 Nov 2007 00:23:27 GMT

someone tell me anything so that i won't eat.
i'm making my little sister some mac and cheese and i'm so very tempted to eat.
i'm not hungry, just i want it in my mouth. :x
tell me something to stop me before the mac and cheese is done cooking.!!!!!

???

Sat, 10 Nov 2007 23:12:34 GMT

who wants to join me on 100cals a day?
i keep my promises and if i keep it with someone, i won't break it.
this can also help whoever is trying to go with a couople cals a day.
<33
comment me, if ya want to :]

day 1

Sat, 10 Nov 2007 22:24:08 GMT

so today, i haven't had anything to eat.
i'm planning on not.
and i'm wayy confiident that i won't. i'm going to keep it this way for a week. and if food happens to go in my throat, only 100 cals.
<3

aghhh!

Sat, 10 Nov 2007 02:27:12 GMT

hi yall, i'm ana/mia. i feel terrible, i just ate.

starting tomorrow, only 50cals a day!

does anyone want to join me???

this way i will actually keep my word to my self, and to whoever agrees with me?

also who ever wants to start this can keep their word and not give up.

anyone just comment me or msg me!

<3, Bonness

rar

Sat, 10 Nov 2007 02:03:04 GMT

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